Man, October really has been one hell of a month for me. Ironic in my last journal I said October is always my favorite time because I really love halloween. Everything this month seems to be one miserable tragedy after another.
My grandmother died, my dogs health is going down, my dad has been drinking heavily and making me and my mother miserable, my computer screen broke and had to pay most of my spare change to fix it, I got really sick with the flu and am still trying to get over it, and some internal affairs I'd rather not get into.
The only positive has been the play I have been in where now we are just now doing the shows. I feel absolutely on fire when I go out and perform, I give it my all, and walk off with a big grin on my face when its over. I've gotten compliments from the cast and audience alike saying I am a great actor, and have great stage presence. I'm gonna miss doing this when its all over. It'll be back to looking for work afterwards, and putting away money to visit my girlfriend.
I'll probably start doing art again too, so I'm looking forward to that.