I have finally gotten myself a job as working as a part time janitor.I have been doing night shifts going from 8PM-4AM usually.The hours themselves are quite hard on me to keep working like that since we don't take breaks aside from sitting in the van and driving to the next spot.I've done 3 nights so far and will get payed on monday.I'm still not sure if this is a permanent job since two guys have been going on vacation and if I am just a slot filler.I have been feeling quite uneasy and nervous about it since I have been making screw ups and forgetting alot of things.

Frankly,this itself has plagued me for a long time.My terrible memory.Sure,I am told that everyone makes mistakes and forgets and I'll get it eventually but the fact I always keep forgetting -alot- of stuff I get told throughout my life worries me and makes me think it may affect the final outcome of my job.

I also wish that you know...I had someone to hang out with when I am not working so I don't have to sit and worry about this bullshit.But I guess you cant always have your cake and icecream.

With my pay check coming I will probably get this Lovecraft Necronomicon book I have been eyeing for awhile.Or,I might just buy another tablet.

I'm such a spend whore